My plan has been to relaunch this blog/website in the New Year. But I don't want to do that. I can't wait. I want to write now. And why not now?
Why not now? Well. For one, the site isn't done. And two, I don't know who I want to be. Yeah. I've been hesitating to act because I don't know who I am or what I want to do. As if the point of having a blog is to sell whoever I think I am that day. That's not the point. At all.
I am a lot of things. I know that's not what the world wants me to be. The world wants me to be one thing. Well, I'm not and I never have been. And it just so happens that the thing I am now is a bit lost and a lot hopeful. And that happens to be the perfect thing to write about.
I suppose that a new start in a new year felt like something to me. Something fresh, something good. But waiting to start goes against my philosophy of 'start today'. You don't wait. You start. Now. Because tomorrow may never come. And because you have so many stories to tell. And because who you are doesn't really matter. Not really. It doesn't.
So hi, world. I'm back. I'm so looking forward to doing this. Let's do it.